Throughout my life i have always had a fight within in accepting myself. Accept all my flaws and who I really am. I am starting now, slowly, to re understand it, but before I had been struggling a lot and I still do sometimes. I guess it’s also because of my job. Because I am a…
I met him one year ago. With the first eye contact, we bonded. He became my best friend instantly. From that moment we couldn’t stop talking and seeing each other. Quickly our friendship took another turn; and during a party, he kissed me. At that moment I got scared. Scared because he was straight, scared…
Deep within the corners of my mind, there is a room. It is a memory of crystal blue water and sand whiter than snow. The sound of waving palm trees and the scent of ripe pineapple. The perfect cliché of a peaceful hideaway. It’s not a real memory of course. It was made up by…
Photographer: Xander Cruz Instagram + Twitter: @xandercruzader Onlyfans: onlyfans.com/xandercruzader Model: Luismi Instagram: @peroluismi Estas expuesto, ¿A que le temes? ¿A ser vulnerable? ¿A los ojos que te juzgan? ¿A no llegar a las metas que te han impuesto? Déjate llevar, quítatelo todo, juega a ser tú, en femenino o en masculino, toma ese…
I was diagnosed as being on the Autism Spectrum when I was 15 years old. Society still dictates that diverging from the social norm is to be avoided at all costs, so I spent the next 12 years desperately building up the social skills that I thought were necessary to be liked as a person. …
I trully fell in love for the first time two years ago when I was 32. It’s been the most beautiful and traumatic experience of my life. We had a short relationship of 9 months. It was passionate and I was feeling happy and complete… but he was the one who made all decisions. That’s…
‘In awe and wonder’ is an expression associated with the feeling of admiration produced by religious zeal and by the contemplation of nature. We also experience this ecstasy during the most intimate moments of our sexual life, while watching a body we desire or by the touch of its skin. This book includes a series…
“So it finally happened!”, when I opened instagram on my phone and was forced to log out of my account taleofmen, this came right into my mind. I had been expecting this moment for sometime. Yes, Instagram disabled my account, probably because of the last photo I posted, a rather innocent photo which algorithm deemed…
I’ve been told several times that I have sad eyes. I used to laugh that comment away. I like to think of myself as a joyful, playful, cuddly and flirty person. But now, when I look in the mirror, there is no denying. I see the sadness too. Something that’s been building up for the…
‘In the shadows’ is a collection of images that I have been creating since 2018. Photography has allowed me to create links with other people, rediscovering my sexuality, helping to explore my hidden desires and fantasies. This project began as a hobby, at first I made these images because it caused me a lot of pleasure…
