When I picked up the book “Call me by your name” in the local English book store in Brussels, I didn’t know that this book would have a profound impact on me. Nevertheless I was immediately captivated by the very first scene when Oliver arrived in the little Italian village where everything happened. “Later,” he…
We all have a very different story when it comes to addictions, so rather than talking about what made me fall into the excesses of chemsex (and heaven knows there are plenty of good and bad reasons: curiosity, low self-esteem, lack of opportunities for self-realization, breakups…), I want to talk about the ways I found…
A few years ago, I discovered Exaequo through a « Let’s Talk » event on the undetectable status. I got invited by a friend and couldn’t stay quiet because I was fed up with everyone’s negativity. After the event, Exaequo asked me to volunteer and spread my message and I was happy to join them!…
I discovered that I am gay around 15 years old I think … I was always watching older boys at school in the changing room 🙂 I had as well two nice neighbors who were 24 years old. I loved to observe them while they were cutting the grass without t-shirts and I was imagined…
I can’t remember the day I born. But I can remember with sharp precision all the days l died a little. All the days you killed me. All the days I killed myself. Even if I struggle to reborn, I will do it. Stronger. Sometimes tired. Sometimes bored. Sometimes sad. Sometimes empty. Sometimes painful. Sometimes…
I haven’t seen my family for more than 10 years. It’s a crazy conservative family where I was always considered as the bad guy and the pouch bag for the miseries of my mother. My grandfather was involved in a political scandal back in the 70s. During that period, he accumulated great wealth secretly but…
Free is the first word that comes to my mind when I think of us.Some people would feel guilty for feeling free in their relationship – for even wishing to have more freedom. Free evokes ideas of separation, a slight disdain for connections, to people, things and places. A desire to constantly try something new,…
A glance, a kind smile or even the slightest sign someone intriguing notices me, sometimes sweeps me of my feet. That’s how easily I get overwhelmed by sexual tension or a romantic comedy-like vibe. My mind wanders off, my surroundings fade and my focus sharpens on that one guy. Enter the bubbly mental state where…
