Intimate Profile: Pablo

Intimate Profile: Pablo

About You

• Introduce yourself in a few words.
→ Hi, I’m Patrick. 😘 I’d say some fitting words are quirky, cheerful, fun to be around. At the same time: thoughtful, always happy to help people and make them have a good time. Good listener. ENFJ-T personality, apparently.

• Where are you right now (physically or emotionally)?
→ So far at the best place I’ve been in my life, especially emotionally. Got rid of things and people which dragged me down in the past, worked on myself, now I’m living my best life and try to experience things I couldn’t in my teens/20s.

• What is your favorite place on earth?
→ In my partner’s arms while he gently strokes my head. Either that, or being surrounded by bunnies on Ōkunoshima island (seriously, check that out).

• What has been on your mind lately?
→ We opened up our relationship and I’ve met some new, interesting – and hot – people. Trying to process all the new experiences, emotions and situations definitely keeps my mind busy, but in a positive way.

• What’s a small thing that brings you joy?
→ Seeing people smile in public.

• Your favorite piece of clothing or accessory?

→ My purple base cap from Keller Kreuzberg with “Cute Slut” embroidered on it

• What’s something people often misunderstand about you?
→ Just because I’m friendly and have basic decency doesn’t mean I’m interested in having sex with you.

• Something or someone that you are currently obsessed with?
→ My obsessions change often, but right now it’s … old Pokémon games, for some reason

Body & Relationship

• What attracts you to someone?
→ Either if someone is really cute, short, and makes me want to hug them tight (and maybe, if consent is there, dominate them in some way), or if a guy is tall, muscular, hairy, the muscle-bear type, with a friendly face and character who does the same to me.

• What makes you feel desired?
→ People showing me they want me as a person for both my character and my appearance.

• What is a part of your body you appreciate?
→ My face, legs and ass.

• How do you see yourself when you look at your photos?
→ I’ve changed a lot in the last few years, and I often forget that I actually do look like I’m hitting the gym.

• How has the relationship with your body changed over time?
→ Immensely. I was overweight in my teenage years, then lost a lot of weight in unhealthy ways in my early 20s. After being extremely slim I got into weight training and added some mass back on, though I’m still not fully at the point where I’m just happy with what I am and have. That takes some more work on the inside, rather than in the gym.

• Red flags and green flags in a relationship/date
→ Red flags: Treating others badly (especially service staff and animals), hubris, talking about superficial things non-stop, ignoring your own privileges, lying.

Green flags: Being able to have meaningful and deep talks, honesty, being attentive, confident but not cocky. Eye contact, but in a comfortable way.

• Your ideal location for a date?
→ Good coffee in hand and going for a long walk through the park.

• Flirty or shy at first?
→ Flirty, but if you’re extremely attractive and my type, then also shy.

• Tell us about a crush you have had.
→ Jason Statham. Buff, tall, bald guys with beards just do things to my mind.

Sex & Intimacy

• When do you feel most connected during sex?
→ When there’s a natural flow going on, communication happens through actions and not words, when you feel the rhythm of the other person and you fully adapt to each other. When you stop thinking completely and just experience what’s going on.

• What turns you on (physically, emotionally, mentally)?
→ A mix of being fit, hunky, confident, but friendly at the same time. Having a soft, authentic, caring side.

• What makes a sexual experience feel good beyond the physical?
→ Trust, the absence of pressure or expectations, the feeling of being able to let go of everything and dive into your own pleasure. Being desired for who you are.

• What do you wish people were more open about when it comes to sex?
→ That it’s okay to like what you like and that you don’t have to fit in a specific role all the time. Also, not everything has to be about sex, but it’s nothing to be ashamed of at all as long as nobody gets harmed without their consent.

• Any kinks?
→ Sub/Dom, but not always. Still in the process of revealing new ones.

• Tell us a fantasy of yours.
→ Having fun with several guys at the same time, being the center of attention, with them lining up to enjoy what I have to offer.

• Use a few words to describe what good sex is to you?
→ Fun. Liberating. A way to forget every-day life.

• Share a memorable experience (without going into too many details):
→ Going through several sessions all night with a random Grindr hookup during summer, having to clean up the AirBnB the next morning because *everything* was messy afterwards.

Finally

• Tell us one random thing about you:
→ I have a Jigglypuff tattoo and I’m so fucking happy because of it.

Jose in Madrid

“For most of my life, I have known how to be the good boy.

Responsible. Polite. Professional. Well behaved. The kind of person who does things properly, who follows the rules, who tries not to make anyone uncomfortable. I learned to move through the world in a way that felt correct and safe. At work, with family, in daily life, I often present a version of myself that is composed, serious and in control.

And that version is real. But it is not the whole truth.

In private, there is another part of me. A part that is curious, sensual, playful and less afraid of crossing lines. A part that wants to explore, to try new things, to understand desire not as something shameful, but as something alive. For a long time, I kept those two parts of myself separated, as if one had to protect the other. The good boy and the man who wants more.

Maybe growing up gay, in the environment I grew up in, taught me that separation very early.

In my case, being seen often felt complicated. I learned to calculate how much of myself I could show, and where. I became skilled at reading rooms, controlling gestures, choosing words, managing the image other people had of me. Sometimes I did it so naturally that I forgot how much energy it took.

This photo session felt like a small rebellion against that.

It was not only about being photographed. It was about allowing myself to exist without explaining too much. Without needing to look perfect, respectable or useful. Without needing to be the version of myself that makes everyone else comfortable.

At 34, I am still learning how to love my body. Not because it changed suddenly, but because my relationship with it is changing. I am learning that my body does not have to meet every expectation to deserve tenderness. It does not have to be bigger, leaner, younger, stronger or more perfect to be worthy of being seen. It can simply be mine.

That sounds simple, but it has taken me time to understand it.

During the session, I became aware of how much I still try to control: my posture, my face, my angles, the way I am perceived. But little by little, I started to let go. I stopped trying to perform confidence and allowed myself to feel something more honest: vulnerability, curiosity, desire, and a strange kind of peace.

Maybe that is what freedom feels like to me right now.

Not becoming someone completely different, but allowing the hidden parts of myself to breathe. Letting the correct version of me and the private version of me belong to the same body. Accepting that I can be disciplined and sensual, serious and playful, ambitious and tender, careful and adventurous.

I do not want to live only as the person others expect me to be.

I am still the good boy in many ways. But I am no longer willing to be only that.”

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Intimate Profile: David

Basic Info

Name / Nickname: David/Dada
Instagram: @lowdada

About You

• Introduce yourself in a few words.
→ I’m an opera signer living in Paris. I’m from Quebec city, but the operatic world is not the thing there… So now I’m here in Paris, lot of Lille too, to sing and make music my living!

• Where are you right now (physically or emotionally)?
→ It’s a moment of questioning, still want opera in my life, but political decision make it more and more difficult. But world still need beauty.

• What is your favorite place on earth?
→ Boreal forest in Quebec…

• What’s a small thing that brings you joy?
→Food, pizza, easy no?

• Your favorite piece of clothing or accessory?

→ I love beautiful jeans/denim, I would buy a lot if I had the possibility hahaha 

Body & Relationship 

• What attracts you to someone?
→ Sweetnes, kindness, smiles

• What makes you feel desired?
→ Softness, delicate physical contacte, calm regard on me

• What is a part of your body you appreciate?
→ My smile

• How has the relationship with your body changed over time?
→ Its up and down, I’m not chasing impossible transformation, but i try to be at my best whitout obsessions

• Red flags and green flags in a relationship/date
→ Big ego: big red flag

• Your ideal location for a date?
→ Home

• Flirty or shy at first?
→ Shy (too much hahah)

Sex & Intimacy

• When do you feel most connected during sex?
→ When there is just skin connection, feeling that nobody really control but finally everything move in the way both love it…

• What turns you on (physically, emotionally, mentally)?
→ Denim bulg hihihi, but also big hands, sweet eyes, calmness, muscular thighs, hairy men…

• What makes a sexual experience feel good beyond the physical?
→ The symbios of desires, just no impositions, we follow the mouvement

• What do you wish people were more open about when it comes to sex?
→ No penetration needed… I love it, but I almost or more happy without

• Any kinks?
→ Denim, Toys, cockring, (fist, kindly hahah)

• Tell us a fantasy of yours.
→ I would love to be the little sex boy to a Rugby team hahah All those beautiful kind of sporty men enjoying my presence.

Finally

• Tell us one random thing about you:
→ I knit thongs, its beautiful, sexy and I love wearing it!

Marko in Berlin

The Courage to Change

Change is rarely comfortable. Most of us spend years trying to create stability, routines, and identities that make life feel predictable and safe. Yet the moments that shape us most profoundly often begin when something no longer fits, be it career, relationship, where we live, or even the version of ourselves we have outgrown. Change asks us to step into uncertainty before we know where it will lead. And that takes courage.

For a long time, I believed life should follow a rational and carefully planned path. After university, I began my career in the private sector before returning to academia and graduate studies. Then an unexpected opportunity in international development took my life in a completely new direction and opened the door to an international career that would shape the next chapter of my life.

Over the years, I lived in ten countries across three continents and travelled to nearly one hundred more. Experiencing different cultures and constantly adapting to new environments transformed not only how I see the world, but also how I understand people, interpersonal connections, and, most importantly, myself. Every transition required letting go of old identities and build a new one in an environment of uncertainty.

For most of my life, I approached the world intellectually. I was deeply rational, analytical, and scientifically minded. But eventually I realised that understanding life logically is not the same as living it. Some of the biggest transformations happen when we allow space for creativity, intuition, emotion, and spirituality.

So eventually my last transformation led me to leave my conventional “9 to 5” corporate job and go freelance to focus fully on helping people navigate their own transformations using schema coaching on the cognitive level to understand why we are stuck in life, and Reiki on the spiritual level to reconnect mind, body, and spirit into a balanced whole.

Looking back, none of the biggest transformations in my life arrived at convenient moments. But every meaningful chapter began the moment I stopped resisting change and started trusting the process.

As Carl Jung wrote: “I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.”

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Felix in Madrid

I had left the town a few years ago to start my life in the capital. I had left behind a place that never felt entirely mine and I had left behind all audience of the queer world that I could only glimpse through screens. A part of me wanted to live and encounter everything that, despite not having been denied, seemed to escape the common habitat of my being.

Now I work in an LGTBIQ+ cocktail pub; I have made the night my niche. The weeks go by and, with them, a series of clients appear in the establishment who have become regulars, some so much so that they are part of my daily life. I have surrounded myself with very good people and I am happy. I have also had my potholes, my wells of pain and emptiness. Life is not simple.


There is always something to do; You work long and hard to be able to afford your life here. I suppose that whoever wants something, something costs him. The days slip through my hands, the minute hand doesn’t stop and I don’t know if at some point I will be so tired of the frenzy that living here can be, for the moment I still want to discover what awaits me here.

I haven’t been there for long, but I have seen how the capital consumes people, how it wears them down and how they end up returning to their place of origin or looking for a more peaceful alternative. I seek harmony and temperance in the eventful destiny, in the unpredictable life that I have decided to take, trying to find an oasis of peace and tranquility in the empire of concrete, traffic, clubs, among transvestites and excesses.

I’m afraid of losing my sense of knowing who I am or what I want in my life, even though I think I’m doing it right. There is no doubt that, as the days go by, I am the Félix Hortolano that I want to be.

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Intimate Profile: Cris

Name / Nickname: Cris
Instagram: @xcrissuxx

About You

• Introduce yourself in a few words.


→ I am Cris, 33yo, living in Barcelona and working in IT. 

I could say I am enjoying life right now, feeling happy with myself and the people around me.

• Where are you right now (physically or emotionally)?


→ I live in the wonderful city of Barcelona and I started a relationship recently. Right now I feel like I can open myself up and be more vulnerable. 

• What is your favorite place on earth?


→ Japan, without a doubt. I admire both the beauty and the culture Japan represents. Ever since I was a little kid I watched anime and read manga wishing one day I would visit it. This dream is yet to come but I am sure one day I will make it happen.

• What has been on your mind lately?


→ I have been thinking a lot about the result of our actions and honesty; in the city I live, nowadays, not a lot of people show their true self or make actions that go beyond themselves. I think it is a process we all go through, we feel lonely, we shut ourselves down and look for immediate pleasure. Sometimes we need to cross that border and explore beyond that. Only honesty and vulnerability will attract the right people your way.

• What’s a small thing that brings you joy?


→ I love to see people smiling and having fun; taking care of others and make them feel comfortable and in a good space is important. I am always laying jokes around and waiting for people’s reaction – it is priceless to see someone smiling, that joy.

• What’s something people often misunderstand about you?


→ Sometimes people might think I am cold because I have a huge resting bitch face 😊 I am quite an introvert (especially when meeting new people – first contact) and sometimes I struggle to start a conversation. People around me always laugh about the first encounter – because it is quite different from who I really am. I am working on trying to be more open and put that shyness aside. 

• Something or someone that you are currently obsessed with?
→ My boyfriend (laughs). To be honest, I am quite obsessed with going to the gym; for me it is a place of peace, makes me put my mind at ease and disconnected from everything.

Body & Relationship 

• What attracts you to someone?


→ Honesty. I don’t care about looks or judging a book by its cover. I need to see how you really are inside, whether you are kind or not. Looks can change but the inside will stay there, you can work with it, nonetheless some conducts are forever.

Honesty and kindness will make a guy 100% hotter than the rest.

• What makes you feel desired?


→ Physical touch and intimacy. There is nothing like having contact with someone you love and being caressed and desired by it. I think it is both sensual and sexual in a way. To create a safe space where you can connect with someone.

• What is a part of your body you appreciate?


→ I would say my legs. I used to not like them at all but then I started noticing that they are quite different and in that I found their beauty.

Sometimes we judge ourselves too harshly and hide the beauty we already have and don’t see.

• How do you see yourself when you look at your photos?


→ You made it! Now I can look at my pictures and find me attractive. I don’t need to have a perfect body, just embrace it and love it.

• How has the relationship with your body changed over time?
→ I hated my body and learnt how to appreciate it now. Sometimes we are in our heads and everything we see is bad things about ourselves. We need to appreciate our body as being unique and that it is ok to not have a normative body.

• Red flags and green flags in a relationship/date


→ Being sincere and welcoming – Looking at the eyes of the other person 🡪 Green flag.

Looking around while you speak – Checking your phone every now and then 🡪 Red flag.

• Your ideal location for a date?


→ It doesn’t need to be a perfect place, just the perfect person. When you are around someone you love or appreciate, you can even be on a desert island where you are going to have a good time and become that ideal location.

• Flirty or shy at first?


→ I am super super super (super again) shy. After two beers it gets better.

I got better with my shyness but I still have some thingies to work with.

Sex & Intimacy

• When do you feel most connected during sex?
→ When I can hold that person and look directly into his eyes, the eye contact is followed by touch and kissing his lips.

• What turns you on (physically, emotionally, mentally)?


→ Connection and kissing. Vulnerability. Honesty.

• What makes a sexual experience feel good beyond the physical?


→ When you get to the point of trust with that person, I believe then you can experience and do a lot of things. In my case I experimented doing different things just by having someone I trust by my side and then feel comfortable to distinguish what I like and I don’t like.

Finally

• Tell us one random thing about you:


→ I love having sex while listening to music. I enjoy creating a cute playlist for it.

Sex and music combined can go deep in your brain and make you feel thousands of emotions at once.

Intimate Profile: Sergio

Name / Nickname: Sergio Pinel
Instagram: @srgiopinelfilm

About You

• Introduce yourself in a few words.
→My name is Sergio Pinel, I’m 32 years old, and I’m a Catalan from Tarragona, although my whole family is from Andalusia. I currently live alone in Barcelona and work as an architect. I’ve been taking nude photos of myself practically since I came out in 2019 (very late) and I keep a diary of absolutely everything that goes through this dysfunctional head of mine.

• Where are you right now (physically or emotionally)?
→ Physically in a family apartment near Sagrada Familia (otherwise I couldn’t afford to live in Barcelona) and emotionally somewhere along the path between the person I thought I was and the person I want to be.

• What is your favorite place on earth?
→ Perhaps here a random park in Paris in spring and a very small cove (naked) in my city Tarragona in summer are competing.

• What has been on your mind lately?
→ Ugh, my mind is a hurricane. Lately I’ve been thinking about whether my job as an architect makes me happy or not, why I haven’t had a boyfriend yet (is it my fault?), or whether I’ll have enough self-esteem in 2026 to make a fanzine with my photos.

• What’s a small thing that brings you joy?
→ Something that happened a few days ago. Spring, a sunny day, the smell of sunscreen, music in headphones, and bare torsos in a park in my city.

• What’s something people often misunderstand about you?
→ People often don’t understand why a shy guy who stutters would share his dick on Instagram stories. I’m not always horny, and I’m not always that brave.

• Something or someone that you are currently obsessed with?
→ I don’t idolize anyone. Although it’s funny because I easily idealize the men who come into my life.

Body & Relationship 

• What attracts you to someone?
→ I like weirdos, people who can teach me things, interested in any kind of art but without being pretentious. Oh, and I pay a lot of attention to faces; lately, I’m drawn to the unibrows (on both men and women).

• What makes you feel desired?
→ I find it hard to believe compliments, but we all like to hear nice things. Once, a guy printed out a picture of me and came on it; I guess that made me feel desired AF.

• What is a part of your body you appreciate?
→ I’ve hated it for years, but maybe it’s my pectus excavatum. It makes me look like I have huge boobs, hahaha.

• How do you see yourself when you look at your photos?
→ It’s funny, I only see myself in photos where I look bad. I find it hard to accept that we only look good in certain lighting, poses, and attitudes.

• How has the relationship with your body changed over time?
→ Things have changed a lot. I’ve always been a very thin kid, with no muscle in my body. In 2018 I started exercising (most LGBT kids grow up hating sports), in 2019 I started taking self-portraits, and in 2020 I started sexting like crazy. I’ve gradually become an exhibitionist. Now I love being seen naked.

• Red flags and green flags in a relationship/date
→ A red flag could be discovering they’re irritable; I’m very sensitive and can’t stand yelling. A green flag would be if the guy sends me songs that remind him of me.

• Your ideal location for a date?
→ My forest and beaches of La Marquesa, in Tarragona. Lying among the rocks, naked, with fresh fruit.

• Flirty or shy at first?
→ Online, definitely both. In person, I’m shy at first, but I don’t mind being the first to approach and brush against a leg while we chat.

• Tell us about a crush you have had.
→ In 2021, I fell in love with a guy I barely knew from Instagram. I’ve recently been rereading my journals from those months, and it was crazy. That’s when I realized how intense I can be at first.

Sex & Intimacy

• When do you feel most connected during sex?
→ Being inside someone and looking them in the eyes is really intense if you stop to think about it.

• What turns you on (physically, emotionally, mentally)?
→ Lots of things. Physically, I’m turned on by prominent veins, a nice lower belly, and a very wet cock. A hug with sweaty bodies, sexy underwear, and waiting for the semen to turn into water on the chest.

• What makes a sexual experience feel good beyond the physical?
→ When you come and don’t want to run away, that means something went right.

• What do you wish people were more open about when it comes to sex?
→ Definitely the exhibition. I would love for all guys to enjoy being photographed during sex, recording it, and sharing their love.

• Any kinks?
→ My biggest kink might be exhibitionism. I once did it with a guy from Grindr, and we sent videos of the sexual encounter to his boyfriend at the same time (with the consent and pleasure of the third party, of course).

• Tell us a fantasy of yours.
→ I like sex in public places. So, I don’t know, maybe we should take it a step further next time. And maybe someone should stay and watch. The more the merrier.

• Use a few words to describe what good sex is to you?
→ The one who never wanted it to end.

• Share a memorable experience (without going into too many details):
→ Any of the many times I’ve done it on the beach and someone’s been watching. In those moments I feel like a wild animal.

Finally

• Tell us one random thing about you:
→ It’s not something random, but it’s something I tell EVERYONE who knows me. I’ve had anxiety disorder for 18 years now. For a long time, I thought it was something that defined me (I’m so glad I didn’t mention it until the last question), but now I think it’s just something that’s with me along the path.