In 2019, my life changed dramatically when I was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis, an
autoimmune disease. This condition led to months of hospitalization, numerous treatments, and
ultimately, a series of surgeries, including the removal of my large intestine.
When I frst saw the scars on my body, I felt an overwhelming sense of loss. I thought my body
would never be the same and contemplated hiding them with tattoos. However, as time passed
and I began to reclaim my life, I came to see those scars differently. They became symbols of my
survival and resilience. Instead of hiding them, I embraced them as a testament to my journey
and my second chance at life.
The disease also brought about fears regarding my personal and sexual life. I worried that
potential partners might not accept or appreciate me because of my scars. To my surprise, the
reality was quite different. The only person who harbored these insecurities was me. My partners
embraced me fully, and rather than diminishing my experiences, my journey allowed me to
explore my sexuality in new and profound ways. I let go of my insecurities and fears, fnding that
my body and my scars were integral parts of my identity, deserving of acceptance and
celebration.
This experience has taught me that health is the most precious thing we have, and it has
reshaped my outlook on life. I’ve learned to live authentically and with confidence, appreciating
every moment and every lesson along the way. My scars, once symbols of struggle, now
represent my strength and the incredible journey I’ve undertaken. I am grateful for this newfound
perspective, which has profoundly transformed my life.
