Month: October 2020

I had doubts for a long time already. I was 25 when I decided I wanted to have a last conversation with the leadership. What I had in mind was an honest and upfront talk about all my doubts, and… Continue Reading →

I come from a big family where being there for each other never occurred. When I was younger I was often beaten by my mother and my stepfather. It was a difficult time in my life. I was young and it lasted until… Continue Reading →

Despite having only recently discovered (one year ago) the liberating aspects of naturism: showing one’s body freely, without clothes… I guess I always had a connection with exhibitionist spaces. Like many other gay guys, I come from a small city… Continue Reading →

Although I draw nude models pretty much every week end, I don’t really have a story to tell about nudity. I was thinking a lot to find an anecdote, but the more I thought about it the more it brought… Continue Reading →

At the beginning of the summer, when we were finally able to get together, my lovers and I, we hit the the road for a few days to make up for the weekends that we should have spent together.  We hadn’t prepared much, but… Continue Reading →

It was one of the warmest day of the summer. I crossed Paris under a blazing sun and arrived at Tom’s place the first, with a little apprehension. It was the big day. We had agreed with Chris that my… Continue Reading →

FOUNDATIONS My grand grand fathers flew away from Spanish fascism to the south of France. They were poor people, farm workers. They fought to find a better life, for them and their children (one of my uncle is disabled and… Continue Reading →