Heart is slowly beating down. You think you have enough strength to beat the world down but you wrong. Brain shows you’re not so clever. Your voices slowly disappear and they scream then so loudly they explodes.
Once young boy and young girl, without noticing you get to that point you afraid to sleep because you heart shows you it may not beat to lightened up any longer. So open your ears and listened to sounds.
Well don’t know what pics reflects, I hope they reflect that.
Life hasn’t been so easy recently struggling a lot and still struggling to try to find a kind of stable professional situation, it can create instability and vulnerability. Well that’s said I still try to stay positive but I guess I have to confess that people aren’t always that kind they can be cruel and above all indelicate.
But on your way, you can also find some people, not a lot, who just helped by being present, that’s not too much to ask but very few people can behave like that. So well, not everything is wrong, and you can still enjoy some moments and of memories as Barbara Streisand would have sing although I’m not a Streisand addict fan at all.

Berlin is such a nice city to have fun especially when it becomes to go clubbing. I’m in a stable open relationship who give me like something solid, but I think it’s also common to think what it would have been if…
So nothing serious but back then meet a guy precisely in Berlin who I spend all night with was a kind of a unexpected magic night and I think they are not so many at least for me. I’m not very mystical more pragmatic but I like to think than even if you don’t know a person so well, you don’t spend too much time together and you don’t even live in the same city you can still feel like kind of a connection with him. That’s probably only in my head. But know a days with Instagram, Facebook, WhatsApp and all the “virtual world” the image of guy that you like once can still be very pregnant. So only I my head I try to figure out a thread between an old memory and images who reflects time passing bye. It’s silly and going nowhere but that’s also kind of freedom to still get some fantasies in your head, that can make life sometimes more fun.
But well, that’s said I my opinion what defines you it’s the choice you made and reality of people who are with you when you have trouble. Like all I guess I had plenty of sex stories or kinky stories to tell but I had that though that maybe the kinkiest thing ever is maybe not caring about the kinky stuff anymore and just try to keep smile and be kind.
